Friday, June 7, 2013

Five Minute Friday: Fall


Happy Friday everyone! It's five minute friday over at Lisa-Jo's and today the topic is fall. Check it out and join in on the fun.

Magnolia blossom from our tree
Have you thought about the fall? He asked curiosity and concern in his voice. Yes, she said. In fact all she had done was think about the fall. She could not get away from thinking of the fall. What was she going to do? Was she going to go back and face her demons in that place? Was she going back to fight in the place where her brokenness seeped out for all the world to see? She struggled with all the things eating away at her in that place in that world of textbooks and late night drinking sessions. Her world fell apart in the form of eating...eating too much...eating too little...purging.. The pain of the past wreaked havoc on her present and that was her only escape five hundred miles away from home. The only thing that brought any sort of relief from the darkness that enveloped her. The year went by with grades being posted and friendships forming in the midst of the chaos. There was light in the form of a counselor, a wife of one of the professors...She said it's okay to be here to be in this place...but you've got to release all the darkness you are holding onto. And so she did, so I did...the process of releasing the darkness and bringing in the light. Summer came and the decision had to be made. Does she move on from what was started there and start anew in a new place or does she face those demons head on with a determination to fight for herself. It wasn't going to be easy she knew...but she chose to fight... to return in the fall. And fight she did...for herself and for the light and for a life yet unknown.


Five Minute Friday

6 comments:

  1. AnonymousJune 07, 2013

    Blessings to you for your braveness. Braveness to count your past as your arrival to grace. Continue to grow and blossom no matter how many years go by. This is what I experienced through my depression. From the moment of healing on, I look back in retrospect as you are doing... to share God's love.
    Live blessed,
    Heather

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    1. Thanks Heather...I hope to always marvel at His grace. Thank you for your braveness in speaking up about depression. It is only in truth that the darkness can't hide. Keep shining your light.

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  2. "to return in the fall"
    Wow. This is a powerful story. I love your perspective on "fall"--multiple meanings.

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    1. Thanks Lisa for stopping by! This is the first thing that popped into my head when I heard the word fall...but could be so many things. My story becoming His story. Thanks again for stopping in so glad to have you. :)

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  3. Love this Reta...maybe you've found your voice!

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    1. Thank you sweet Lori! I am trying... :) Hope you all have a great weekend!

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